Well, it’s been a few days since my last post. Since then Eric has already gone to Italy and loving it there. I’ve been tying to keep myself busy with studying for and passing my German driver’s license test. I’ve also had to keep in touch with my doctor and keep calling the Klinikum for the results of my Endoscope I had right before Eric left. Apparently I have an infection in my esophogus (a mild one) and they took tissue samples to see what kind of infection it is. I called them today to see if the results of the samples came back and he was supposed to fax it to the doctor’s office. I hadn’t gotten there in the 30 minutes after he said he would be faxing it but then again, it takes forever for any kind of fax to go through.

I think I’ve been kinda depressed. I don’t want to do anything and just kinda blah. I don’t even know what else to say here…I’m just staring at it and not even thinking about anything in particular. So I guess I’m going to close…until I snap out of it….

Ok…so today was pretty good. My FRG leader had to go back to the states for a family emergency. I had to fill in for her at the batallion and took care of the soldiers lunch. It was good…got my exercise in…lemme tell ya! The other day the surgeon wanted me to start exercising more so that night..Monday night…I went to the gym…biked for 2.25 miles and then walked on the treadmill @ 2.9mph for 1/2 a mile and then went to the sauna for 20 minutes. I felt pretty good except for my knee. (what else is new right?) Well today while at the batallion I decided to move some things around and clean up. I moved all the reams of paper that were dumped in the middle of the guest sitting area to behind it and moved the couch back in front of them. WHEW! That was a work out in itself! Then I cleaned out the desks and wiped them and the counters and bookshelfs down and organized the book shelf a little more. I hate clutter being out in the open and it was just kinda everywhere in there. So anyways…after all that someone brought in Popeye’s for the soldiers. I did really good and when everyone was done eating I ate a wing. So not too bad. After that I cleaned up and went home..I ended up taking some side dishes home…green beans, mashed potatoes and red beans and rice…mind you the first two weren’t completly full. When I did get home I was starving and just decided to finish off the green beans and the mashed potatoes…do you know how long it has been since I had Popeye’s? Oh man..that was good!

For the rest of the day I just couldn’t get myself to do anything. I napped for like 2 hours and then go up and jumped onto the TT Forum and that’s all I’ve pretty much done for the rest of the day till Eric finally got to come home at 8pm. I was kinda mad because he’s going to be going on TDY to Italy for 30 days on Saturday morning…early morning at that and they keep him at work till late like this all the time. I’m just like…ugh! But..there’s nothing I can do about it and it is the military…so hush Rachal!

Now here I am typing this up at almost 1 am in the morning and I’m thinking to myself…I’m getting hungry again. I think I may even finally be getting sleepy now too…by the way, I started my new crazy pill and the doc told me I would prolly feel like this for a little while. I don’t think she meant for me to be up till 1am but whatever…let’s just hope it works. Man…am I ADD or what? lol

*stops and wonders who she’s really talking to*

Well I guess it’s nighty night time…